Thursday, December 24, 2009
Monday, December 21, 2009
the nth goodbyes
Whenever I'm at the end of my rope, the courage to say goodbye, become so easy yet still frustrating :)
I must confess that I have difficulty letting go of anything/anyone I call my own. Unless, I see no point of holding on....
The Challenge of being in a complicated situation, and demanding task excite me to the fullest. Indeed, love fades away when I've got no rope to hold on....and it means no turning back.
All throughout the years of my life, I've been trying my best to analyze the difference and essence of letting go and holding on, now I realize that for as long as I exist, it will always be a part of me. So I just have to deal with it.
I am so proud and confident to say that I'm dealing on it perfectly :)
I must confess that I have difficulty letting go of anything/anyone I call my own. Unless, I see no point of holding on....
The Challenge of being in a complicated situation, and demanding task excite me to the fullest. Indeed, love fades away when I've got no rope to hold on....and it means no turning back.
All throughout the years of my life, I've been trying my best to analyze the difference and essence of letting go and holding on, now I realize that for as long as I exist, it will always be a part of me. So I just have to deal with it.
I am so proud and confident to say that I'm dealing on it perfectly :)
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Dreaming...
Perhaps, many of my friends, even the closest one is not yet aware, that I am a silent dreamer [:)] Honestly, I can easily get frustrated, most of the time you will see me with a very sad face [:(] Likewise, I can easily find relief from any kind of defeat...and maybe no one would believe me...I would simply find a quiet place and just pray for a while to renew my spirit and increase my faith to keep on moving forward.
Once I am in the middle of an argument, and I feel like I can no longer control my temper, I will just turn my back and walked out...and its because I am so much aware that I am not good in expressing myself verbally. So, I'll find a quiet place for me to analyze everything. When I am ready enough, I'll try my best to approach the person again, in the most gentle manner [:)] I always believe that we all need space for ourselves alone, to be able to think properly and peacefully [:)]
At the moment, I am trying my best to reach my goal one at a time...I don't really care how long will it takes me to finally tell the world: I've got everything I have dreamed off [:)] If I would list down the things I wanted to have in the near future, then you would probably think, I can never be contented in my life [:)] But since my dreams is my way of drawing myself nearer to God, then I would dare dream the biggest dream for my life [:)]
Once I am in the middle of an argument, and I feel like I can no longer control my temper, I will just turn my back and walked out...and its because I am so much aware that I am not good in expressing myself verbally. So, I'll find a quiet place for me to analyze everything. When I am ready enough, I'll try my best to approach the person again, in the most gentle manner [:)] I always believe that we all need space for ourselves alone, to be able to think properly and peacefully [:)]
At the moment, I am trying my best to reach my goal one at a time...I don't really care how long will it takes me to finally tell the world: I've got everything I have dreamed off [:)] If I would list down the things I wanted to have in the near future, then you would probably think, I can never be contented in my life [:)] But since my dreams is my way of drawing myself nearer to God, then I would dare dream the biggest dream for my life [:)]
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Saturday, October 24, 2009
I'm a STUPID BITCH
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won’t compromise what’s in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won’t allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone’s maid. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won’t become anyone else’s idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, and try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me but you won’t succeed. And if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I EMBRACE THE TITLE AND I AM PROUD TO BEAR IT!" Ü
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
I am a proud Call Center Agent
Did you know that I was rejected 20 times before I got hired on my first Call Center Experience? No, exaggeration ;) Believe me, I have to undergo too many letters of rejection, that I almost memorize the line of each message, hehehe. But for every failure, I always claim the promise of God which is" For I know the thoughts I have for you, thoughts of good not of evil, thoughts to give you hope and a future".
Life must go on, no matter how many times you've been rejected. You have to prove yourself! You have to find ways to get what you want, what you believe you deserve to have. Do not let any rejections to ever intimidate you. You can be whoever you wanted to be, for as long as you believe in God, confident about yourself, and humble enough to seek for help and guidance. Remember, the adage, No man is an Island, entire of itself; every man is a piece of the Continent, a part of the main; if a clod be washed away by the sea, Europe is the less, as well as if a promontory were, as well as if a manor of thy friends or of thine own were; any man's death diminishes me, because I am involved in Mankind; And therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls; It tolls for thee, by John Donne.
I never thought, that I will be working in 3 different well established and leading call centers in the Philippines. Who am I to compete with fresh graduates, while I only finished diploma in computer studies, a 2 years course, with an average grades? Who am I to be so bless when I have so many inequities?
The only answer I get from all of these questions in my mind, is that whoever I am? perfect or not, God will never leave me alone :) chill out:)
Life must go on, no matter how many times you've been rejected. You have to prove yourself! You have to find ways to get what you want, what you believe you deserve to have. Do not let any rejections to ever intimidate you. You can be whoever you wanted to be, for as long as you believe in God, confident about yourself, and humble enough to seek for help and guidance. Remember, the adage, No man is an Island, entire of itself; every man is a piece of the Continent, a part of the main; if a clod be washed away by the sea, Europe is the less, as well as if a promontory were, as well as if a manor of thy friends or of thine own were; any man's death diminishes me, because I am involved in Mankind; And therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls; It tolls for thee, by John Donne.
I never thought, that I will be working in 3 different well established and leading call centers in the Philippines. Who am I to compete with fresh graduates, while I only finished diploma in computer studies, a 2 years course, with an average grades? Who am I to be so bless when I have so many inequities?
The only answer I get from all of these questions in my mind, is that whoever I am? perfect or not, God will never leave me alone :) chill out:)
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Friday, October 9, 2009
Are you almost taken?
-----Original Message-----
From: Matulac, Susan E.
To: sansu35@aol.com
Sent: Tue, Sep 22, 2009 10:07 pm
Subject: FW: ALmost, but not quite.
SUSAN MATULAC /Advisor/ BCBS Colorado//Nevada / spark: sematulac
-----Original Message-----
From: Magsino, Gayleen T.
Sent: Friday, September 18, 2009 6:30 PM
Subject: ALmost, but not qui te.
Importance: Low
(ang hindi maka-relate…ewan ko na lang…)
Parang Kayo, Pero Hindi.
She is a 24-year old copywriter. He is an architect. They met and became lovers in college. They broke up last year but remained to be "friends."
They send sweet text messages and he calls her often to make sure
she's okay. They still date. They still have sex.
They don't see anyone else. It is obvious that they still love each
other but when asked about their situation, she doesn't
know the real score. Even her friends are in the dark. "Parang sila, pero hindi."
She works in a telecom. He is reviewing for the board. They are in
the same barkada. They talk on the phone till 4 am. He gives
her chocolates, flowers and CDs even when there is no occasion. Their friends are suspecting something. Bakit sila nagsosolo kapag may overnight inuman? Why does he hold her close on the dance floor? Bakit sila magkaholding hands lagi?
Sila kaya?
"He hasn't admitted anything," she rants. "But I let him hug and kiss me.
Parang kami, pero hindi."
They work together in an ad agency. After office, they would watch
movie, have dinner and stroll at Glorietta. She gave him Harry Potter books for his birthday in exchange for posing as her boyfriend to make an ex jealous. They made out during the company outing in Subic and never talked about it. He said "I love you" once but she wasn't sure if she heard him correctly because they were both drunk then. But one thing she is sure of is her feelings for him. She likes him. And she's assuming that with what he's doing to her and with her, he likes her, too. There's just one hitch: he has a girlfriend!
She is a 28-year-old virgin. He's a 35-year-old bachelor. Both mountaineers, they became close during their climbs. After a few dates in posh restaurants, he brings her to his condo where they would make out.
They have been doing this for months. She wants to believe
that "sila na" but then she's not really sure about it. "We don't talk about it but it doesn't really matter," she'd tell her friends. "What's
important is I am enjoying this -- whatever it is."
The "parang kayo, pero hindi" stage. Others call it MU or mutual
understanding. Pseudo-relationship s. Pseudo- boyfriends.
Flings. Almost like a relationship, but not quite. It is a phase
where the persons involved are more than friends, but not
quite lovers.
Puwedeng may verbal agreement, puwedeng wala. One or both of
you may have admitted your feelings, possible ding hindi. You just let your gestures do the talking for you. Walang pormal na ligawan na nangyari. Hindi kayo mag-dyowa.
Pero sa kilos niyo, sa mga sinasabi=2 0niyo, parang kayo, pero hindi.
This kind of "relationship" can happen at different stages for
different reasons. It can happen after a break-up. You still
love each other, and you want to be with each other but you broke up for a reason. And for reasons that you alone know, ayaw niyo na muna magkabalikan.
It can also happen before a relationship, iyong pareho kayong
nakikiramdam. Possible din na ayaw niyo munang mag-seryoso
kaya kunwa-kunwarian lang muna.
Testing lang.
Puwede ring hindi puwedeng maging kayo kasi isa sa inyo --usually
the guy --may ka-relasyon na. Kaya habang hindi pa siya nakikipag-break doon sa girl (sabi niya makikipag-break siya soon pero di naman niya ginagawa), wala muna kayong relasyon para nga naman hindi siya nangagaliwa kasi "hindi naman kayo."
This pseudo-relationship stage, for a time, can be fun. Lalo na kung
naghahanap ka lang naman ng "kalaro."
Pero huwag ka lang mag-e-expect na may patutunguhan kayo kasi wala talagang kasiguraduhan.
So bakit ang daming nagse-settle sa ganitong set up ganoong hindi
naman=2 0sigurado kung may patutunguhan?
Iba't ibang dahilan. Puwedeng for fun lang.
Puwedeng "buti na iyan kesa w ala" or puwede na iyang "pantawid-gutom. "
Meaning, habang wala pa iyong the real thing, doon muna sa
kunwa-kunwarian.
For those who are not in a serious relationship, they would think
that pseudo-relationship is better than no relationship at all. It would be fun, if all you are after for is that "kilig" feeling.
Aminado naman ako na once upon a time, may mga pseudo-relationships din ako. No commitments involved. For the simplest reason that they couldn't commit, because they were either committed to someone else, or that they weren't ready to commit.
My rationalization, "okay na iyun, kesa wala."
Ang habol ko lang naman, iyong kilig feeling. Iyong merong nagtatanong kung kumusta araw ko. Iyong merong ka-cuddle sa beach outing. Iyong kapag tumunog ang cellphone, mapapangiti na ako dahil alam kong galing sa kanya ang message. Iyong merong laging kasama. Habang wala pa ang the real thing, puwede na itong pagtiyagaan.
But then I learned that although it was only a pseudo-relationship , the emotions were real. And usually, in this kind of set up, ang babae lagi ang lugi.
Una, you can't ask him to commit. Since it's not really a relationship, you can't demand commitment from your partner. Ano ba kayo? May K ka nga ba magpasundo ng hatinggabi? You will always be uncertain about your role in his life. You can't expect him to be always there with you. And if you feel jealous of the other girls, you just have to keep it to yourself.
Ano ka ba niya para magselos?
Pangalawa, what if you fall deeply in love with him?
You can't be sure if he feels the same way. Baka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka rin niya.
Even if you are dying to tell him you love him, you can't.
Because you're not sure if he'll like it. Baka mapahiya ka lang.
This stage will always make you wonder where you are in the relationship.
Or if there is a relationship at all.
Pangatlo, what if you become attached too much?
What if you have invested all your20emotions and this man hasn't?
What if you remain faithful to him, not entertaining other guys,
only to find out that he is seeing other girls?
Isa pang downside ng pseudo-relationship s, it is fleeting. When a
disagreement sets in, or when one of you gets cold, then that would
be the end of it. Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar sa isang pseudo-relationship . Wala kang
pinanghahawakan.
Kasi sa pseudo-relationship , there is no "us." Meron lang "you and me," hindi "us."
Buti sana kung pseudo-pain din lang ang mararanasan mo. Kaso, hindi
eh. Real pain. And usually, kahit tapos na ang pseudo- relationship, hindi mo maiwasan umasang one day, may karugtong pa rin iyun. And
you will be miserable, hoping to bring back what you used to have, only to find out eventually that the guy is in another pseudo-relationship with somebody else.
Ang h irap, ano? You agreed to this kind of set up for fun and then
you'd end up hurting yourself in the process.
Pero puwede naman maiwasan ang pain eh.
Puwede naman na hindi mo muna isipin ang future and just enjoy the feeling, without thinking of the consequences.
But if you are certain that you are going to hurt yourself in the
process, kailangan mo mamili. You can be happy and live
the moment without worrying what would happen next. Or you can stop settling with pseudo-relationship s and wait for the real thing.
When I was younger and in a pseudo-relationship with an unavailable
guy, a friend told me, "Sige, kung ayaw mong magpapigil, bahala ka.
Magpakasaya ka.
Pero huwag kang iiyak-iyak pagkatapos, dahil tatadyakan kita."
Ang bottom line lang naman, kung magpapasaya sa iyo, gawin mo.
Ihanda mo lang ang sarili mo sa consequence. Dahil ang "parang kayo pero hindi" stage ay bihirang nagiging totoo. Usually, hanggang
doon lang siya ...
almost, but not quite.
THINGS THAT YOU MAY WANT TO DO INSTEAD:
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it
cheerfully.
TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As
you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any
other.
THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you
have or sleep all you want.
FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it.
FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person
in the eye.
SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you
get married.
SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
0A
EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People
who don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might
get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name
calling.
ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.
TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question
you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"
FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great
achievements involve great risk.
FIFTEEN. Say "bless you" when you hear
someone sneeze.
SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson
SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect
for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.
EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great
friendship.
NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a
mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The
caller will hear it in your voice.
TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone.
From: Matulac, Susan E.
To: sansu35@aol.com
Sent: Tue, Sep 22, 2009 10:07 pm
Subject: FW: ALmost, but not quite.
SUSAN MATULAC /Advisor/ BCBS Colorado//Nevada / spark: sematulac
-----Original Message-----
From: Magsino, Gayleen T.
Sent: Friday, September 18, 2009 6:30 PM
Subject: ALmost, but not qui te.
Importance: Low
(ang hindi maka-relate…ewan ko na lang…)
Parang Kayo, Pero Hindi.
She is a 24-year old copywriter. He is an architect. They met and became lovers in college. They broke up last year but remained to be "friends."
They send sweet text messages and he calls her often to make sure
she's okay. They still date. They still have sex.
They don't see anyone else. It is obvious that they still love each
other but when asked about their situation, she doesn't
know the real score. Even her friends are in the dark. "Parang sila, pero hindi."
She works in a telecom. He is reviewing for the board. They are in
the same barkada. They talk on the phone till 4 am. He gives
her chocolates, flowers and CDs even when there is no occasion. Their friends are suspecting something. Bakit sila nagsosolo kapag may overnight inuman? Why does he hold her close on the dance floor? Bakit sila magkaholding hands lagi?
Sila kaya?
"He hasn't admitted anything," she rants. "But I let him hug and kiss me.
Parang kami, pero hindi."
They work together in an ad agency. After office, they would watch
movie, have dinner and stroll at Glorietta. She gave him Harry Potter books for his birthday in exchange for posing as her boyfriend to make an ex jealous. They made out during the company outing in Subic and never talked about it. He said "I love you" once but she wasn't sure if she heard him correctly because they were both drunk then. But one thing she is sure of is her feelings for him. She likes him. And she's assuming that with what he's doing to her and with her, he likes her, too. There's just one hitch: he has a girlfriend!
She is a 28-year-old virgin. He's a 35-year-old bachelor. Both mountaineers, they became close during their climbs. After a few dates in posh restaurants, he brings her to his condo where they would make out.
They have been doing this for months. She wants to believe
that "sila na" but then she's not really sure about it. "We don't talk about it but it doesn't really matter," she'd tell her friends. "What's
important is I am enjoying this -- whatever it is."
The "parang kayo, pero hindi" stage. Others call it MU or mutual
understanding. Pseudo-relationship s. Pseudo- boyfriends.
Flings. Almost like a relationship, but not quite. It is a phase
where the persons involved are more than friends, but not
quite lovers.
Puwedeng may verbal agreement, puwedeng wala. One or both of
you may have admitted your feelings, possible ding hindi. You just let your gestures do the talking for you. Walang pormal na ligawan na nangyari. Hindi kayo mag-dyowa.
Pero sa kilos niyo, sa mga sinasabi=2 0niyo, parang kayo, pero hindi.
This kind of "relationship" can happen at different stages for
different reasons. It can happen after a break-up. You still
love each other, and you want to be with each other but you broke up for a reason. And for reasons that you alone know, ayaw niyo na muna magkabalikan.
It can also happen before a relationship, iyong pareho kayong
nakikiramdam. Possible din na ayaw niyo munang mag-seryoso
kaya kunwa-kunwarian lang muna.
Testing lang.
Puwede ring hindi puwedeng maging kayo kasi isa sa inyo --usually
the guy --may ka-relasyon na. Kaya habang hindi pa siya nakikipag-break doon sa girl (sabi niya makikipag-break siya soon pero di naman niya ginagawa), wala muna kayong relasyon para nga naman hindi siya nangagaliwa kasi "hindi naman kayo."
This pseudo-relationship stage, for a time, can be fun. Lalo na kung
naghahanap ka lang naman ng "kalaro."
Pero huwag ka lang mag-e-expect na may patutunguhan kayo kasi wala talagang kasiguraduhan.
So bakit ang daming nagse-settle sa ganitong set up ganoong hindi
naman=2 0sigurado kung may patutunguhan?
Iba't ibang dahilan. Puwedeng for fun lang.
Puwedeng "buti na iyan kesa w ala" or puwede na iyang "pantawid-gutom. "
Meaning, habang wala pa iyong the real thing, doon muna sa
kunwa-kunwarian.
For those who are not in a serious relationship, they would think
that pseudo-relationship is better than no relationship at all. It would be fun, if all you are after for is that "kilig" feeling.
Aminado naman ako na once upon a time, may mga pseudo-relationships din ako. No commitments involved. For the simplest reason that they couldn't commit, because they were either committed to someone else, or that they weren't ready to commit.
My rationalization, "okay na iyun, kesa wala."
Ang habol ko lang naman, iyong kilig feeling. Iyong merong nagtatanong kung kumusta araw ko. Iyong merong ka-cuddle sa beach outing. Iyong kapag tumunog ang cellphone, mapapangiti na ako dahil alam kong galing sa kanya ang message. Iyong merong laging kasama. Habang wala pa ang the real thing, puwede na itong pagtiyagaan.
But then I learned that although it was only a pseudo-relationship , the emotions were real. And usually, in this kind of set up, ang babae lagi ang lugi.
Una, you can't ask him to commit. Since it's not really a relationship, you can't demand commitment from your partner. Ano ba kayo? May K ka nga ba magpasundo ng hatinggabi? You will always be uncertain about your role in his life. You can't expect him to be always there with you. And if you feel jealous of the other girls, you just have to keep it to yourself.
Ano ka ba niya para magselos?
Pangalawa, what if you fall deeply in love with him?
You can't be sure if he feels the same way. Baka nag-a-assume ka lang na mahal ka rin niya.
Even if you are dying to tell him you love him, you can't.
Because you're not sure if he'll like it. Baka mapahiya ka lang.
This stage will always make you wonder where you are in the relationship.
Or if there is a relationship at all.
Pangatlo, what if you become attached too much?
What if you have invested all your20emotions and this man hasn't?
What if you remain faithful to him, not entertaining other guys,
only to find out that he is seeing other girls?
Isa pang downside ng pseudo-relationship s, it is fleeting. When a
disagreement sets in, or when one of you gets cold, then that would
be the end of it. Unlike in a serious relationship, hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar sa isang pseudo-relationship . Wala kang
pinanghahawakan.
Kasi sa pseudo-relationship , there is no "us." Meron lang "you and me," hindi "us."
Buti sana kung pseudo-pain din lang ang mararanasan mo. Kaso, hindi
eh. Real pain. And usually, kahit tapos na ang pseudo- relationship, hindi mo maiwasan umasang one day, may karugtong pa rin iyun. And
you will be miserable, hoping to bring back what you used to have, only to find out eventually that the guy is in another pseudo-relationship with somebody else.
Ang h irap, ano? You agreed to this kind of set up for fun and then
you'd end up hurting yourself in the process.
Pero puwede naman maiwasan ang pain eh.
Puwede naman na hindi mo muna isipin ang future and just enjoy the feeling, without thinking of the consequences.
But if you are certain that you are going to hurt yourself in the
process, kailangan mo mamili. You can be happy and live
the moment without worrying what would happen next. Or you can stop settling with pseudo-relationship s and wait for the real thing.
When I was younger and in a pseudo-relationship with an unavailable
guy, a friend told me, "Sige, kung ayaw mong magpapigil, bahala ka.
Magpakasaya ka.
Pero huwag kang iiyak-iyak pagkatapos, dahil tatadyakan kita."
Ang bottom line lang naman, kung magpapasaya sa iyo, gawin mo.
Ihanda mo lang ang sarili mo sa consequence. Dahil ang "parang kayo pero hindi" stage ay bihirang nagiging totoo. Usually, hanggang
doon lang siya ...
almost, but not quite.
THINGS THAT YOU MAY WANT TO DO INSTEAD:
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it
cheerfully.
TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As
you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any
other.
THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you
have or sleep all you want.
FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it.
FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person
in the eye.
SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you
get married.
SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
0A
EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People
who don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might
get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name
calling.
ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.
TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question
you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"
FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great
achievements involve great risk.
FIFTEEN. Say "bless you" when you hear
someone sneeze.
SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson
SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect
for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.
EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great
friendship.
NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a
mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The
caller will hear it in your voice.
TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
migraine moonstar88
Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo
Hanggang dito lang ako, nangangarap na mapa-sayo
Hindi sinasadya
Na hanapin pa ang lugar ko
Asan nga ba ako? Andiyan pa ba sa iyo?
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Aasa ba ko sayo?
Nasusuka ako, kinakain na ang loob
Masakit na mga tuhod, kailangan bang lumuhod?
Gusto ko lang naman, yung totoo
Yung tipong ang sagot, ay di rin isang tanong
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Asan ba ko sayo?
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Aasa ba ko sayo?
Dahil, di na makatulog (makatulog)
Dahil di na makakain (makakain)
Dahil di na makatawa (makatawa)
Dahil, di na
Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo
Hanggang dito na lang ako
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Asan ba ko sayo?
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Aasa ba ko sayo?
Nahihilo... Nahihilo...
Nalilito...
Hanggang dito lang ako, nangangarap na mapa-sayo
Hindi sinasadya
Na hanapin pa ang lugar ko
Asan nga ba ako? Andiyan pa ba sa iyo?
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Aasa ba ko sayo?
Nasusuka ako, kinakain na ang loob
Masakit na mga tuhod, kailangan bang lumuhod?
Gusto ko lang naman, yung totoo
Yung tipong ang sagot, ay di rin isang tanong
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Asan ba ko sayo?
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Aasa ba ko sayo?
Dahil, di na makatulog (makatulog)
Dahil di na makakain (makakain)
Dahil di na makatawa (makatawa)
Dahil, di na
Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo
Hanggang dito na lang ako
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Asan ba ko sayo?
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Aasa ba ko sayo?
Nahihilo... Nahihilo...
Nalilito...
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Monday, August 17, 2009
Dude!!!
Dude, allow me to express my reaction about your thinking that I want you to please me because I'm a brat. First, I know the value of the word: SORRY...so if I know I made a mistakes, I would surely swallow my pride and would try my best to talk to you in the most gentle manner. I am always willing to face the consequence of my own mistakes. 2nd, never did it ever come into my mind that I would enjoy seeing you begging for my forgiveness...excuse me!!! Not to mention, I don't remember doing anything against you...as far as I'm concern its you who intentionally did something very annoying to me. I am so provoke to express my wrath because I didn't expect a man like you could be so damn insensitive!!!
Friday, August 14, 2009
Broken heart (getting used without you in my life)
Letting go has something in common, both needs WISDOM to make d ryt choice and COURAGE to risk losing or winning and d ryt decision is always up to U :)
For almost a year, we've been arguing the same old issues, seems like we're going on circles. Yet, we keep holding on, simply because the feeling is mutual, but not the effort to make it work.
I always believe that there's no perfect relationship, only perfect match. I never ask for a perfect man in my life, I just want a perfect partner. But the more you search for it, the more it becomes so aloof. Sometimes, I just can't help but wonder, if it's my destiny. If I am doomed to a very complicated life.
I admit, that in everything I went through were all my choice...No one to blame...I just have to remember the good and learn from the bad memories. Easy to say, isn't it? Here I am again, standing still, wearing my best smiles even if in pain :(
The great thing with me, whenever I am in the state of pain and clouded with so much sorrow, I still believe that there's always hope...There's always a reason to keep moving forward...a reason to love again, a reason to forgive, a reason to hold on to my faith, that God has a great plan in my life :)
For almost a year, we've been arguing the same old issues, seems like we're going on circles. Yet, we keep holding on, simply because the feeling is mutual, but not the effort to make it work.
I always believe that there's no perfect relationship, only perfect match. I never ask for a perfect man in my life, I just want a perfect partner. But the more you search for it, the more it becomes so aloof. Sometimes, I just can't help but wonder, if it's my destiny. If I am doomed to a very complicated life.
I admit, that in everything I went through were all my choice...No one to blame...I just have to remember the good and learn from the bad memories. Easy to say, isn't it? Here I am again, standing still, wearing my best smiles even if in pain :(
The great thing with me, whenever I am in the state of pain and clouded with so much sorrow, I still believe that there's always hope...There's always a reason to keep moving forward...a reason to love again, a reason to forgive, a reason to hold on to my faith, that God has a great plan in my life :)
Monday, August 10, 2009
hugh at 2 years old :)
this is one of my son's photo, I am most attracted. Whenever I look at this photo, I remember no worries, anymore:)
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Monday, July 20, 2009
Pacquiao-Cotto showdown set for November - INQUIRER.net, Philippine News for Filipinos
Pacquiao-Cotto showdown set for November - INQUIRER.net, Philippine News for Filipinos
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LET US ALL OFFER A SINCERE PRAYER FOR MANNY PACQUIAO'S VICTORY...;)
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LET US ALL OFFER A SINCERE PRAYER FOR MANNY PACQUIAO'S VICTORY...;)
itsgreattobeinlove 015
This is my son's fave jacket, given by her beloved mama lola...His trying to wear the jacket all by himself...Love you my son...
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Daughter of drug agent seized, raped - INQUIRER.net, Philippine News for Filipinos
Daughter of drug agent seized, raped - INQUIRER.net, Philippine News for Filipinos
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Upon reading this, it made me realize that our Philippine Government, were still unable to provide protection against possible threat for all our political leaders who were doing their job accordingly...
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Upon reading this, it made me realize that our Philippine Government, were still unable to provide protection against possible threat for all our political leaders who were doing their job accordingly...
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Because of you by Ne Yo!
This song reminds me of a very special man in my life ryt now.My buddy, my bestfriend, my partner..my love!
Artist: Ne-Yo
Album: Because of You
Title: Because of You
Verse 1:
Want to, but I can't help it,
I love the way it feels,
It's got me stuck between my fantasy
And what is real.
I need it when I want it,
I want it when I don't.
Tell myself I'll stop everyday
Knowin that I won't.
Hook:
I got a problem and I
[Don't know what to do about it]
Even if I did,
I don't if I would quit,
But I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it,
And I know that much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction
I'm so strung out on you
Baby-boo, but I like it.
Chorus:
And it's all because of you,
And it's all because of you,
And it's all because of you
And it's all because....
Never givin' up,
She's the sweetest touch...
Verse 2:
Think of it every second
I'm thinkin nothin but,
Only concern is the next time,
I'm gon get me some
Know I should stay away from,
Cuz it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession
Won't let me leave
Hook:
I got a problem and I
[Don't know what to do about it]
Even if I did,
I don't if I would quit,
But I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it,
And I know that much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction
I'm so strung out on you
Baby-boo, but I like it.
Chorus:
And it's all because of you,
And it's all because of you,
And it's all because of you
And it's all because....
Never givin' up,
She's the sweetest touch...
Verse 3:
Ain't no doubt, so strung out,
Ain't no doubt, so strung out,
Over you, over you, over you...
Ooooo....
Because of you,
And it's all because of you,
Never givin' up,
She's the sweetest touch,
she's the sweetest tooouch....
"The best thing about loving and being hurt is that you get to know what true love really is. For as gold is tested in fire, and so will love be perfected in pain"
Artist: Ne-Yo
Album: Because of You
Title: Because of You
Verse 1:
Want to, but I can't help it,
I love the way it feels,
It's got me stuck between my fantasy
And what is real.
I need it when I want it,
I want it when I don't.
Tell myself I'll stop everyday
Knowin that I won't.
Hook:
I got a problem and I
[Don't know what to do about it]
Even if I did,
I don't if I would quit,
But I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it,
And I know that much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction
I'm so strung out on you
Baby-boo, but I like it.
Chorus:
And it's all because of you,
And it's all because of you,
And it's all because of you
And it's all because....
Never givin' up,
She's the sweetest touch...
Verse 2:
Think of it every second
I'm thinkin nothin but,
Only concern is the next time,
I'm gon get me some
Know I should stay away from,
Cuz it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession
Won't let me leave
Hook:
I got a problem and I
[Don't know what to do about it]
Even if I did,
I don't if I would quit,
But I doubt it
I'm taken by the thought of it,
And I know that much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction
I'm so strung out on you
Baby-boo, but I like it.
Chorus:
And it's all because of you,
And it's all because of you,
And it's all because of you
And it's all because....
Never givin' up,
She's the sweetest touch...
Verse 3:
Ain't no doubt, so strung out,
Ain't no doubt, so strung out,
Over you, over you, over you...
Ooooo....
Because of you,
And it's all because of you,
Never givin' up,
She's the sweetest touch,
she's the sweetest tooouch....
"The best thing about loving and being hurt is that you get to know what true love really is. For as gold is tested in fire, and so will love be perfected in pain"
Monday, July 13, 2009
twitter addict!!!
I'm having so much fun exploring twitter...I hope to find Piolo, and Ms JLo on twitter...
I may not have ample of time to watch tv and movies, not to mention I easily get bored spending too much time watching, atleast I can still update myself just by reading and browsing the net....:))
I may not have ample of time to watch tv and movies, not to mention I easily get bored spending too much time watching, atleast I can still update myself just by reading and browsing the net....:))
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
"HISTORY REPEAT ITSELFS"
They said that "HISTORY REPEAT ITSELFS". I must say, I totally agree on this adage. Just like me, which often bounce back over the same issues in my life. There are friends, who impatiently gave up on me, and there are, who stayed with me, because we are on the same line of history, and some were even worst than I do.
I may have so many attitude problem, but this doesn't mean that I would let any of my friend to ever control my well being. But I do, appreciate their suggestions, as long as they gently advise me as to what they think is the best for me. I, myself, had burn good bridges over friendship that I truly regret. Probably, this were also the reasons, I can easily let go of friends who back stab me. I must say, to avoid further issues between us, I would rather have my own way. But I never failed to say I am sincerely sorry, when I know I made a mistakes...whether my apology would be accepted or not.
Investing bitterness, is not really my type. I would rather forgive and forget than dwell in the past. I find it easier to focus on the bright side... I don't hate ppl who dislikes me, it's their perception, I just tried my best to deal with it. If its necessary to confront that person, because that person is hitting me below the belt, then I would do that in the most gentle manner.
I don't need a friend, who only loves me when I am able to please them. I preferred to live on my own emotions, and take the consequences rather than be my friend follower and risk my own happiness. I believe that a friend indeed is someone who will respect and love you despite of your flaws and not judge you for being doomed to failures and mistakes (=
I may have so many attitude problem, but this doesn't mean that I would let any of my friend to ever control my well being. But I do, appreciate their suggestions, as long as they gently advise me as to what they think is the best for me. I, myself, had burn good bridges over friendship that I truly regret. Probably, this were also the reasons, I can easily let go of friends who back stab me. I must say, to avoid further issues between us, I would rather have my own way. But I never failed to say I am sincerely sorry, when I know I made a mistakes...whether my apology would be accepted or not.
Investing bitterness, is not really my type. I would rather forgive and forget than dwell in the past. I find it easier to focus on the bright side... I don't hate ppl who dislikes me, it's their perception, I just tried my best to deal with it. If its necessary to confront that person, because that person is hitting me below the belt, then I would do that in the most gentle manner.
I don't need a friend, who only loves me when I am able to please them. I preferred to live on my own emotions, and take the consequences rather than be my friend follower and risk my own happiness. I believe that a friend indeed is someone who will respect and love you despite of your flaws and not judge you for being doomed to failures and mistakes (=
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Thursday, July 2, 2009
It's my birthday!
I believe that most individual gets really excited whenever they're soon to celebrate their birthday. Why not, it's great when you receive messages greeting and wishing you a "Happy Birthday". It's your day, and it also means, you have survived another year of your life.
Yet, there are times, that you expect too much. It hurts when the one you truly care mess up your plan for that special day of your life. It will only be overweigh by those people who truly care and never wishes you ill. Isn't ironic, when you receive a happy bday wishes from someone, whom you are not even close with, or someone you used to have a misunderstanding. Maybe that's the reason why we have this saying to expect the unexpected.
I must admit, I don't know if there's still a reason for me to celebrate my bday. As of now, I feel like it's just one of the ordinary days in my life. I am jst thankful that I had my son and loved ones who still give me reason to smile, or else I might ask myself the true essence of LOVE...
Happy Birthday to me...
Excess....to all my friends, please do not greet me a hpy bday with my age on it, hahaha
Yet, there are times, that you expect too much. It hurts when the one you truly care mess up your plan for that special day of your life. It will only be overweigh by those people who truly care and never wishes you ill. Isn't ironic, when you receive a happy bday wishes from someone, whom you are not even close with, or someone you used to have a misunderstanding. Maybe that's the reason why we have this saying to expect the unexpected.
I must admit, I don't know if there's still a reason for me to celebrate my bday. As of now, I feel like it's just one of the ordinary days in my life. I am jst thankful that I had my son and loved ones who still give me reason to smile, or else I might ask myself the true essence of LOVE...
Happy Birthday to me...
Excess....to all my friends, please do not greet me a hpy bday with my age on it, hahaha
Monday, June 22, 2009
Incompatible
No matter how incompatible we are, I want you to know that doesn't matter for me. For each time you gave me a call and hear you saying how much you love me.. saying that being with me makes your day complete, and you want us to be forever...gave me enough reason to hold on.
As long as I'm with you, it doesn't matter what we do
Don't ask me why I love you, just know that I'm here with you. Don't try to comprehend, let my love not puzzled you anymore....This is just the real me. I give my all to the man I truly LOVE.
You always hear me say: What you see is what you get. It is simply because, I always try my best to be honest with you. I hope you'll do the same. If there were times, I accused you of not giving to me the LOVE that I deserve, please bear with me. It's not that I don't trust you, It's just that I want you to comfort me and assure me that you love me... I want you to say: I'm yours and your mine...through thick and thin, through up's and down. Be with me all the time
I'm so into you, I can't get enough and will never have enough of you. I want you more and more.
Forgive me, but I'm just being blatantly honest with you. Don't be scared, because I know when it's time to let go.
Thank you that you like the way I am...the real me.
You like the way I dress, the way I talk, the way I move, and the way I think. No need to show all our friends how much you care...everyone can see how much we mean to each other. You don't have to tell them who am I into your life, just stay and assured me that you will keep me for life.
I love you and I mean it!!!
As long as I'm with you, it doesn't matter what we do
Don't ask me why I love you, just know that I'm here with you. Don't try to comprehend, let my love not puzzled you anymore....This is just the real me. I give my all to the man I truly LOVE.
You always hear me say: What you see is what you get. It is simply because, I always try my best to be honest with you. I hope you'll do the same. If there were times, I accused you of not giving to me the LOVE that I deserve, please bear with me. It's not that I don't trust you, It's just that I want you to comfort me and assure me that you love me... I want you to say: I'm yours and your mine...through thick and thin, through up's and down. Be with me all the time
I'm so into you, I can't get enough and will never have enough of you. I want you more and more.
Forgive me, but I'm just being blatantly honest with you. Don't be scared, because I know when it's time to let go.
Thank you that you like the way I am...the real me.
You like the way I dress, the way I talk, the way I move, and the way I think. No need to show all our friends how much you care...everyone can see how much we mean to each other. You don't have to tell them who am I into your life, just stay and assured me that you will keep me for life.
I love you and I mean it!!!
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
prayer is the key
Does your prayer time seem a little lost on occasion? I know mine does. I know that God wants to hear from us. He expects us to show up and delights in the minutes we give solely to him. But once in a while it starts to feel a bit contrived and obligatory going through the motions.
In every issues, we often believe that to deal with it successfully we need to give the best prayer ever to God. Sound's easy, but in reality, prayer for everyone, is the hardest thing to do.
There was a time in my life, when I had nothing to run to but a Bible, given by an Old close friend of mine. My son got sick, and I don't have money to bring him into the hospital...I can't even buy him enough medicine...All I can do is cry to God, and faithfully believe that he would surely healed my son.
Without a single doubt in my heart, though I am aware that I don't deserve HIS gracefulness, He healed my son. It's a matter of test in my faith...and God did not look at my past mistakes not even with my present. He judge the sincerity of my heart that very moment.
I must admit, that I worry a lot, each time my son is not well. If my son would get sick for more than three days, my sleep would be terribly deprived. I would start to think what if my son had an awful desease, I can't afford to loose him. He is my greatest award, my greatest treasure. If he would be taken from me at a very early age, I don't know how am I supposed to survive.
Honestly, in my daily prayers, I always entrust to God, my son's life, even the hour of his death. Although, I know, that loosing my son would be the hardest part that could ever happen to me. As the adage goes: You don't realize how much you have until you don't have it anymore. I am glad, that God made me aware that I don't have money and all I have is God in my life. Because of that I can sincerely claimed that He is my son's medicine, He is my son's best Doctors, He is my son's healer. And at the very moment, the Lord never failed to show me HIS mercy.
My life is an open book to most people around me. I don't have a single right to even testify how God's shower His grace and mercy in my life. Many people knows, how bad, naughty, I must say, I am. But then, even if I lack faith, in one single area of my life, allow me to share with you guys, that God has forgiven me, even if I continued to disobey HIM. He still hears me when I cry for help, especially when its all about my son. Therefore, it isn't true, that when you continue to sin, you will no longer be heard. What matter's most is your willingness to change and draw yourself nearer to God.
enjoy the small things today for one day you might realize they were really the big things
In every issues, we often believe that to deal with it successfully we need to give the best prayer ever to God. Sound's easy, but in reality, prayer for everyone, is the hardest thing to do.
There was a time in my life, when I had nothing to run to but a Bible, given by an Old close friend of mine. My son got sick, and I don't have money to bring him into the hospital...I can't even buy him enough medicine...All I can do is cry to God, and faithfully believe that he would surely healed my son.
Without a single doubt in my heart, though I am aware that I don't deserve HIS gracefulness, He healed my son. It's a matter of test in my faith...and God did not look at my past mistakes not even with my present. He judge the sincerity of my heart that very moment.
I must admit, that I worry a lot, each time my son is not well. If my son would get sick for more than three days, my sleep would be terribly deprived. I would start to think what if my son had an awful desease, I can't afford to loose him. He is my greatest award, my greatest treasure. If he would be taken from me at a very early age, I don't know how am I supposed to survive.
Honestly, in my daily prayers, I always entrust to God, my son's life, even the hour of his death. Although, I know, that loosing my son would be the hardest part that could ever happen to me. As the adage goes: You don't realize how much you have until you don't have it anymore. I am glad, that God made me aware that I don't have money and all I have is God in my life. Because of that I can sincerely claimed that He is my son's medicine, He is my son's best Doctors, He is my son's healer. And at the very moment, the Lord never failed to show me HIS mercy.
My life is an open book to most people around me. I don't have a single right to even testify how God's shower His grace and mercy in my life. Many people knows, how bad, naughty, I must say, I am. But then, even if I lack faith, in one single area of my life, allow me to share with you guys, that God has forgiven me, even if I continued to disobey HIM. He still hears me when I cry for help, especially when its all about my son. Therefore, it isn't true, that when you continue to sin, you will no longer be heard. What matter's most is your willingness to change and draw yourself nearer to God.
enjoy the small things today for one day you might realize they were really the big things
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Friday, June 5, 2009
MOTHER AND SON
Now, we have been through a lot of trials. Looking at your eyes, I can see that you will grow up to be a very understanding child. If there's someone in this world, who would love me despite of my flaws, that would be my son. No matter, how many times I fall, I can just admit I’ve got all the strength I needed. God has given me a superhero...and it's none other than my son, Hugh.
We’ve crossed too many battles, more to come, but one thing is for sure, It will only pass through the heart, but would never ever leave us heartbroken. ‘Cause our love is more than enough to heal any pain. Our love can take away all the bruise. Trust me in this, my son.
In your arms, no pain can harm me, I will never get tired of loving you. This will always be kept in my mind and restored in my heart. If the time come, you will forget how much I love you, I hope that you will be able to read blog and see where it’s lead.
Well, I think it's so far from reality, ‘cause God showed me how to discipline you. And all I had to do
was just to keep my eyes on you, even if would mean surrendering my own happiness.
I love you my son, and that's forever...
"The best thing about loving and being hurt is that you get to know what true love really is. For as gold is tested in fire, and so will love be perfected in pain"
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Blogaholicwriter
Call it my fatal addiction...hahaha. Blogging is my way of expressing my opinions toward anything...The moment, I feel oblige to write down my thoughts and ideas, it's already a DND mode for me...No one should dare bothered me.
I am not a good writer like my favorite author, Maxwell and Meyers... They are one of the reasons, why I realized that I do have passion in writing. Although, way to go to explore my skills....I also believe that being a filipino, and living in a democratic country, are just one of the great factors, that inspired me to enjoy blogging.
I must admit that I am not great in expressing myself verbally. I have the tendency to say something out of the line...and might somehow offend someone unintentionally. Blogging, helps me, in many ways, to express my deepest thoughts.
When I started blogging, I already attached myself on being a member of any site which would help me enhance my passion and skills in writing. I remember, when I was in highschool, I have dream of being a journalist. But due to some personal reasons, I have to pursue a different carreer. I took Diploma in Computer Studies instead, and promise myself, that one day, in God's time...I would see myself in the peak of my dreams. I still believe that dreams do come true.
Many times, I feel hopeless, that a lady like me, who has nothing but those people who truly love me, would never achieve the peak of my dreams. But then, why would I treat myself like a trash, when there we're many people, in every part of the world, whose life start from a scratch and now has reached their dream more than they expected.
A friend just told me, that TRIALS ARE BOUND TO EXIST....A simple word, yet the meaning is so deep. A fact that is inevitable in everyone's life. The question now, is how far will you let yourself succeed? Would a certain trials, let you down?
Yet, in everything, don't let your life be so consumed. It's great doing everything to pursue your dream, but don't let your dream be the only reason why you are surviving against all odds. There are several factors in our life, we need to consider. We ought not to lean on our own understanding.
To all who loves to create a blogs, don't be afraid, neither be shy to share your thoughts...ideas and opinions. Writing blogs, or an article or maybe a novel, is a talent you should be very proud off. Regardless, of your forte or interest.
More blessings to all blogaholic!!!
Sunday, May 31, 2009
hugh singing sensation
hugh singing sensation, originally uploaded by Majahugh7525.
Hugh enthusiastically singing a song for mommy...ola ola ayabyu!
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Friday, May 29, 2009
SOLO PARENT
The purpose of this blogs is to inspire all the single parents of our society, that there's always a reason to enjoy life even if you do not have a so called "behalf".
At first, it was so hard for me to accept the fact, that I am a solo parent. But through the years, it thought me to realize that being a solo parent doesn't mean the end of my world. As part of our small group in Victory Church Alabang for single parents, it made me aware that I am bless to experience having a child without a partner.
Yesterday, was such a blessings to be with my son. We had fun watching movies at home. Honestly, I've never been into movies, or spending so much of my time watching movies or even TV shows. That's really not my interest. But since, my son enjoys watching, I decided to engage myself on watching movies and shows that caught his attention. For a simple reasons, of knowing my son deeper and better.
I never thought that being a solo parent is indeed an award. It helps me to better decipher the unconditional love of every ppl around me, especially my parents, which I took for granted. It made me realize that I have such a wonderful life, and how greatful it is to be a woman/human. It also mold me to become a matured woman, in all aspects.
Please note that I do not intend to promote all of us to be a single parent. It just that there are anevitable situations where all we can do is to face it with positive attitude.
Keep living and keep kicking....
To be continued....
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Friday, May 15, 2009
My Friends
Friends come and go...but I am so bless with some friends like friez,angel,sharona,riza, junie, jayson, joy, frannie, tina, kathy, ria, joanne faller, romelyn, charlene, marvin, anson, yeye, and more. My friendship with them is tested, even destiny can't separate us. I love all of them a lot! I can take a bath with them wearing nothing at all (girls only). I can share my deepest scrts, my flaws, my insecurities, the wildest part of me, my habitual sins, and everything without them condemning me. Simply because their love for me is unconditional.
Some of them is fond of calling me JUDAY, MAJA, or JULIE. When I entered call center industry, no one is calling me JUDAY, anymore. Well, for those who doesn't know yet, I am known as JUDAY in my place "LAGUNA". Just lyk BB Gandang Hari, Juday "me amor" is dead. I just love the "new me". Juday only reminds me of my oldself, a super duper spoiled bratty cry baby of my friends and family who doesn't know what she really wants.
MAJA is my family namesake, which means a princess. Since I am the youngest among 4 siblings. I am the center of attention, love and everything. I am always right and my wish is their command. Not now, cause my son, hugh, is the boss and the king of my family, hehehe. He is the angel in disguise at home.
While my friends from gradeschool to highschool, friends in Caloocan, and Call Center friends is used to call me JULIE.
Honestly, until now, I dream of gathering all of my beloved friends and family in one place, atleast once a year. Just want to hug all of them, and tell them Im so happy and proud that I've found them. Chasing an unbelievable dream!
I'm happy that I am so bless with great friends and family! I love you all!
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
BODY PAINTER
My left handed son, saw a body painter on the TV. While watching, he went to my mother's sari sari store and ask for a pen. Then, he started to draw on his legs. According to my son, he was trying to draw a snake on his legs with baby snakes, hehehe.
HI SEXY LADY
This photo was taken at Binan Doctor's Hospital where my god son John Daniel Luzano is being treated due to meningitis. To keep my son busy, while I was inside the ICU, my eldest sister Susan, ask my beloved son to pose for a picture. It took too many poses before my son, finally said okay, give me a nice shot. The moment he saw me, he proudly told me that he has a new handsome pic and requested me to post this on friendster. Yes, my 3 years old son is aware that he has his own friendster account already.
Go Girl!!
Go Girl!!
If you're mending a broken heart, this blogs is meant for you. If you're man cheated you, I bet you would be able to relate upon reading my blogs. Lastly, if you are a MAN HATER...read this on.
Every woman, has their own love story. Some are still chasing a fantasy, some were still in the middle of nowhere, some have already found their match and some does not want to think about it anymore.
If you're still mending a broken heart, it's okay to cry it out loud and hate the man for a while. Regret him for being a part of your life. But once you're done, don't let your wounded heart overtake you. Inspired yourself, no one can help you but yourself alone. If he keeps flashing back on your mind, then don't force yourself taking him off your mind, ignoring your true emotions is like avoiding your true identity. Pray for understanding why his still on your mind. Maybe the answer is because you ought to know what went wrong, so the next time you fall inlove again, you'll be a much better partner. This time be more optimistic!
If you're man cheated on you, do not choose breaking up as the first options. Remember, there's always a reason for everything...If it's still worth fighting for, then go girl, fight for your love. However, it's a case to case basis. If the feelings is not mutual anymore, don't waste time. When a man starts saying, "I found a new one, I don't love you anymore, You're not the woman I used to love", wake up girl! It's time for you to go and hunt a much better guy. Keep yourself busy by being a better woman, you're ex would regret loosing.
If you're a certified "MAN HATER", because you've been hurt a countless times, that is actually rational. Since women were very emotional and most of the time overtly sensitive. But as for me, I guess, hating a man, won't help healed your broken heart. Infact, it would only worsten your emotional status. So just keep on loving until you've found your suitable partner.
There's a lot of way to enjoy life...Mending a broken heart does not mean the end of your world, or half of your life is already missing.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Salute to all Women
My son sang me a Happy Moms Day in the tune of Happy Birthday at the church, when he was ask to greet me a Happy Mother's Day!
Another year to make me feel proud of being a woman. After the service, I realize how great it is to be a woman. I was inspired when I heard our Pastor preaching the value of women to every men, especially the mother's. I strongly agree, when I heard him saying that women were born with natural instincts which helps them discern the best for their child! Yes, women has great instinct! I hope every men and women would agree with me, hehehe. There are indeed different kind of women, different principles, different attitude, but its undeniable that all women always has something in common, in all aspects.
God Bless All women, especially the mothers!
Friday, May 8, 2009
My son is my stress reliever
Undeniable we are very much look alike. I am so proud to have him in my life...nothing can compares, nothing can make me feel intimidated, simply because I have him for the rest of my life! I love you my son!
kissing game
This is one of my favorite picture with my son. This shows how much we love each other, and the kind bonding that we have even if we only live a very simple life. His name is hugh, a 3 years old boy.
Paradise Resort in Bulacan
One of the happiest team I had is with Sykes Asia. It was just a team, it's a circle of loving friends working in one company. I have been with this company for more than 2 years now, and I'm proud to be part of this big company.
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