No matter how incompatible we are, I want you to know that doesn't matter for me. For each time you gave me a call and hear you saying how much you love me.. saying that being with me makes your day complete, and you want us to be forever...gave me enough reason to hold on.
As long as I'm with you, it doesn't matter what we do
Don't ask me why I love you, just know that I'm here with you. Don't try to comprehend, let my love not puzzled you anymore....This is just the real me. I give my all to the man I truly LOVE.
You always hear me say: What you see is what you get. It is simply because, I always try my best to be honest with you. I hope you'll do the same. If there were times, I accused you of not giving to me the LOVE that I deserve, please bear with me. It's not that I don't trust you, It's just that I want you to comfort me and assure me that you love me... I want you to say: I'm yours and your mine...through thick and thin, through up's and down. Be with me all the time
I'm so into you, I can't get enough and will never have enough of you. I want you more and more.
Forgive me, but I'm just being blatantly honest with you. Don't be scared, because I know when it's time to let go.
Thank you that you like the way I am...the real me.
You like the way I dress, the way I talk, the way I move, and the way I think. No need to show all our friends how much you care...everyone can see how much we mean to each other. You don't have to tell them who am I into your life, just stay and assured me that you will keep me for life.
I love you and I mean it!!!
Monday, June 22, 2009
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
prayer is the key
Does your prayer time seem a little lost on occasion? I know mine does. I know that God wants to hear from us. He expects us to show up and delights in the minutes we give solely to him. But once in a while it starts to feel a bit contrived and obligatory going through the motions.
In every issues, we often believe that to deal with it successfully we need to give the best prayer ever to God. Sound's easy, but in reality, prayer for everyone, is the hardest thing to do.
There was a time in my life, when I had nothing to run to but a Bible, given by an Old close friend of mine. My son got sick, and I don't have money to bring him into the hospital...I can't even buy him enough medicine...All I can do is cry to God, and faithfully believe that he would surely healed my son.
Without a single doubt in my heart, though I am aware that I don't deserve HIS gracefulness, He healed my son. It's a matter of test in my faith...and God did not look at my past mistakes not even with my present. He judge the sincerity of my heart that very moment.
I must admit, that I worry a lot, each time my son is not well. If my son would get sick for more than three days, my sleep would be terribly deprived. I would start to think what if my son had an awful desease, I can't afford to loose him. He is my greatest award, my greatest treasure. If he would be taken from me at a very early age, I don't know how am I supposed to survive.
Honestly, in my daily prayers, I always entrust to God, my son's life, even the hour of his death. Although, I know, that loosing my son would be the hardest part that could ever happen to me. As the adage goes: You don't realize how much you have until you don't have it anymore. I am glad, that God made me aware that I don't have money and all I have is God in my life. Because of that I can sincerely claimed that He is my son's medicine, He is my son's best Doctors, He is my son's healer. And at the very moment, the Lord never failed to show me HIS mercy.
My life is an open book to most people around me. I don't have a single right to even testify how God's shower His grace and mercy in my life. Many people knows, how bad, naughty, I must say, I am. But then, even if I lack faith, in one single area of my life, allow me to share with you guys, that God has forgiven me, even if I continued to disobey HIM. He still hears me when I cry for help, especially when its all about my son. Therefore, it isn't true, that when you continue to sin, you will no longer be heard. What matter's most is your willingness to change and draw yourself nearer to God.
enjoy the small things today for one day you might realize they were really the big things
In every issues, we often believe that to deal with it successfully we need to give the best prayer ever to God. Sound's easy, but in reality, prayer for everyone, is the hardest thing to do.
There was a time in my life, when I had nothing to run to but a Bible, given by an Old close friend of mine. My son got sick, and I don't have money to bring him into the hospital...I can't even buy him enough medicine...All I can do is cry to God, and faithfully believe that he would surely healed my son.
Without a single doubt in my heart, though I am aware that I don't deserve HIS gracefulness, He healed my son. It's a matter of test in my faith...and God did not look at my past mistakes not even with my present. He judge the sincerity of my heart that very moment.
I must admit, that I worry a lot, each time my son is not well. If my son would get sick for more than three days, my sleep would be terribly deprived. I would start to think what if my son had an awful desease, I can't afford to loose him. He is my greatest award, my greatest treasure. If he would be taken from me at a very early age, I don't know how am I supposed to survive.
Honestly, in my daily prayers, I always entrust to God, my son's life, even the hour of his death. Although, I know, that loosing my son would be the hardest part that could ever happen to me. As the adage goes: You don't realize how much you have until you don't have it anymore. I am glad, that God made me aware that I don't have money and all I have is God in my life. Because of that I can sincerely claimed that He is my son's medicine, He is my son's best Doctors, He is my son's healer. And at the very moment, the Lord never failed to show me HIS mercy.
My life is an open book to most people around me. I don't have a single right to even testify how God's shower His grace and mercy in my life. Many people knows, how bad, naughty, I must say, I am. But then, even if I lack faith, in one single area of my life, allow me to share with you guys, that God has forgiven me, even if I continued to disobey HIM. He still hears me when I cry for help, especially when its all about my son. Therefore, it isn't true, that when you continue to sin, you will no longer be heard. What matter's most is your willingness to change and draw yourself nearer to God.
enjoy the small things today for one day you might realize they were really the big things
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Friday, June 5, 2009
MOTHER AND SON
Now, we have been through a lot of trials. Looking at your eyes, I can see that you will grow up to be a very understanding child. If there's someone in this world, who would love me despite of my flaws, that would be my son. No matter, how many times I fall, I can just admit I’ve got all the strength I needed. God has given me a superhero...and it's none other than my son, Hugh.
We’ve crossed too many battles, more to come, but one thing is for sure, It will only pass through the heart, but would never ever leave us heartbroken. ‘Cause our love is more than enough to heal any pain. Our love can take away all the bruise. Trust me in this, my son.
In your arms, no pain can harm me, I will never get tired of loving you. This will always be kept in my mind and restored in my heart. If the time come, you will forget how much I love you, I hope that you will be able to read blog and see where it’s lead.
Well, I think it's so far from reality, ‘cause God showed me how to discipline you. And all I had to do
was just to keep my eyes on you, even if would mean surrendering my own happiness.
I love you my son, and that's forever...
"The best thing about loving and being hurt is that you get to know what true love really is. For as gold is tested in fire, and so will love be perfected in pain"
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Blogaholicwriter
Call it my fatal addiction...hahaha. Blogging is my way of expressing my opinions toward anything...The moment, I feel oblige to write down my thoughts and ideas, it's already a DND mode for me...No one should dare bothered me.
I am not a good writer like my favorite author, Maxwell and Meyers... They are one of the reasons, why I realized that I do have passion in writing. Although, way to go to explore my skills....I also believe that being a filipino, and living in a democratic country, are just one of the great factors, that inspired me to enjoy blogging.
I must admit that I am not great in expressing myself verbally. I have the tendency to say something out of the line...and might somehow offend someone unintentionally. Blogging, helps me, in many ways, to express my deepest thoughts.
When I started blogging, I already attached myself on being a member of any site which would help me enhance my passion and skills in writing. I remember, when I was in highschool, I have dream of being a journalist. But due to some personal reasons, I have to pursue a different carreer. I took Diploma in Computer Studies instead, and promise myself, that one day, in God's time...I would see myself in the peak of my dreams. I still believe that dreams do come true.
Many times, I feel hopeless, that a lady like me, who has nothing but those people who truly love me, would never achieve the peak of my dreams. But then, why would I treat myself like a trash, when there we're many people, in every part of the world, whose life start from a scratch and now has reached their dream more than they expected.
A friend just told me, that TRIALS ARE BOUND TO EXIST....A simple word, yet the meaning is so deep. A fact that is inevitable in everyone's life. The question now, is how far will you let yourself succeed? Would a certain trials, let you down?
Yet, in everything, don't let your life be so consumed. It's great doing everything to pursue your dream, but don't let your dream be the only reason why you are surviving against all odds. There are several factors in our life, we need to consider. We ought not to lean on our own understanding.
To all who loves to create a blogs, don't be afraid, neither be shy to share your thoughts...ideas and opinions. Writing blogs, or an article or maybe a novel, is a talent you should be very proud off. Regardless, of your forte or interest.
More blessings to all blogaholic!!!
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