"HISTORY REPEAT ITSELFS"

They said that "HISTORY REPEAT ITSELFS". I must say, I totally agree on this adage. Just like me, which often bounce back over the same issues in my life. There are friends, who impatiently gave up on me, and there are, who stayed with me, because we are on the same line of history, and some were even worst than I do.

I may have so many attitude problem, but this doesn't mean that I would let any of my friend to ever control my well being. But I do, appreciate their suggestions, as long as they gently advise me as to what they think is the best for me. I, myself, had burn good bridges over friendship that I truly regret. Probably, this were also the reasons, I can easily let go of friends who back stab me. I must say, to avoid further issues between us, I would rather have my own way. But I never failed to say I am sincerely sorry, when I know I made a mistakes...whether my apology would be accepted or not.

Investing bitterness, is not really my type. I would rather forgive and forget than dwell in the past. I find it easier to focus on the bright side... I don't hate ppl who dislikes me, it's their perception, I just tried my best to deal with it. If its necessary to confront that person, because that person is hitting me below the belt, then I would do that in the most gentle manner.

I don't need a friend, who only loves me when I am able to please them. I preferred to live on my own emotions, and take the consequences rather than be my friend follower and risk my own happiness. I believe that a friend indeed is someone who will respect and love you despite of your flaws and not judge you for being doomed to failures and mistakes (=