Monday, August 17, 2009

Dude!!!

Dude, allow me to express my reaction about your thinking that I want you to please me because I'm a brat. First, I know the value of the word: SORRY...so if I know I made a mistakes, I would surely swallow my pride and would try my best to talk to you in the most gentle manner. I am always willing to face the consequence of my own mistakes. 2nd, never did it ever come into my mind that I would enjoy seeing you begging for my forgiveness...excuse me!!! Not to mention, I don't remember doing anything against you...as far as I'm concern its you who intentionally did something very annoying to me. I am so provoke to express my wrath because I didn't expect a man like you could be so damn insensitive!!!

Friday, August 14, 2009

Broken heart (getting used without you in my life)

Letting go has something in common, both needs WISDOM to make d ryt choice and COURAGE to risk losing or winning and d ryt decision is always up to U :)

For almost a year, we've been arguing the same old issues, seems like we're going on circles. Yet, we keep holding on, simply because the feeling is mutual, but not the effort to make it work.

I always believe that there's no perfect relationship, only perfect match. I never ask for a perfect man in my life, I just want a perfect partner. But the more you search for it, the more it becomes so aloof. Sometimes, I just can't help but wonder, if it's my destiny. If I am doomed to a very complicated life.

I admit, that in everything I went through were all my choice...No one to blame...I just have to remember the good and learn from the bad memories. Easy to say, isn't it? Here I am again, standing still, wearing my best smiles even if in pain :(

The great thing with me, whenever I am in the state of pain and clouded with so much sorrow, I still believe that there's always hope...There's always a reason to keep moving forward...a reason to love again, a reason to forgive, a reason to hold on to my faith, that God has a great plan in my life :)

Monday, August 10, 2009

hugh at 2 years old :)


hugh at 2 years old :), originally uploaded by Majahugh7525.

this is one of my son's photo, I am most attracted. Whenever I look at this photo, I remember no worries, anymore:)